Addictions, Update, Life, Et Al.
I am not ashamed to admit that my most recent addiction is Eve Magazine. What I love most? The free stuff. The magazine is good, but the adverts are of course, all for British companies and stuff. Good magazine, but their free crap is probably what keeps me coming back. I got a Billy Bag I've been using as my to-and-from work tote awhile ago. And this month I got a Principles tote bag which is too cute.
Onto other news, I am pretty sure that I am completely looped. I've said it a few times today, but again, because I am clearly losing my mind, I am repeating myself:
I think I'm approximately one step behind those women who runaway and drop off the face of the planet.
You know the type...the women who stop their car on some rural road and start walking and are never found again. Or they are found but are now part of the reservation unto which they stumbled.
Yeah, I'm, like, one crisis away from being that type of woman. The thing is, there's no rural Indian Reservations close to me. I mean, I could go to the Casino Reservations, but how is that running away?
In all seriousness, I do think a weekend getaway is strongly in order. I really...really...really need to getaway from all of this drama. My inner urge, my instinct right now is to drop off the radar. To just go away. To think about what I've done, why, and the now-whats and to see if this type of living...this automatic stuff of everyday life needs some tweaking. I know the answer to that, it does need tweaking, I just need to figure out exactly how and to what extent.
But otherwise I will be just another busy figure....get up, get coffee, go to work, come home, have coffee, go to sleep. The monotomy is driving me insane! And yet, on the other end of the spectrum I have drama thrown in at each stopping point, that is, at home and at work. And I'm getting to that point where I am feeling like, "Man...I don't know if I like you people anymore." And that is probably a normal enough emotion...but to feel it at both home and at work, that's some strong stuff right there.
The song for the past few days is: Rearranged by Limp Bizkit.
Onto other news, I am pretty sure that I am completely looped. I've said it a few times today, but again, because I am clearly losing my mind, I am repeating myself:
I think I'm approximately one step behind those women who runaway and drop off the face of the planet.
You know the type...the women who stop their car on some rural road and start walking and are never found again. Or they are found but are now part of the reservation unto which they stumbled.
Yeah, I'm, like, one crisis away from being that type of woman. The thing is, there's no rural Indian Reservations close to me. I mean, I could go to the Casino Reservations, but how is that running away?
In all seriousness, I do think a weekend getaway is strongly in order. I really...really...really need to getaway from all of this drama. My inner urge, my instinct right now is to drop off the radar. To just go away. To think about what I've done, why, and the now-whats and to see if this type of living...this automatic stuff of everyday life needs some tweaking. I know the answer to that, it does need tweaking, I just need to figure out exactly how and to what extent.
But otherwise I will be just another busy figure....get up, get coffee, go to work, come home, have coffee, go to sleep. The monotomy is driving me insane! And yet, on the other end of the spectrum I have drama thrown in at each stopping point, that is, at home and at work. And I'm getting to that point where I am feeling like, "Man...I don't know if I like you people anymore." And that is probably a normal enough emotion...but to feel it at both home and at work, that's some strong stuff right there.
The song for the past few days is: Rearranged by Limp Bizkit.
posted by Jen Spedowfski-Martin at
6:41 PM
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